I learned a lot from tonights bath.
Experimenting in water is a whole other level of feelings. I lay there with my ears under the horizon and hear my heart, I felt it vibrating all around me passing on it's message. Discovering how all the dots connect with the core message and how the feeling fades the further you are from the core.
The bath was too warm at first...so I put cold water in. As I swirl the cold water with the warm water with my foot I create a concoction of colorful thoughts. I now feel like I have control again.
Smells of lavender floating in the water particales, they are in me now. I am calm.
I bring my legs up to the wall of the bath tub to invert my blood flow. I am calmer.
I smell the inscent burning from my bedroom and it brings me back. I am now at the calmest state.
I decide I want to scream, I put my face under the water and scream. Woah, now I'm high.
Heart felt conversations with ones self.
